OK so i know its been a long time since i posted a journal ohh by the way if anybody cares the answer to that question i posted about three months ago was the backstreet boys... well i havent really been on deviantart because i have been too sad and angry at the world because (theres no easy way to say this) but about two months ago my mom died yeah most of my close friend know that but i just thought i would make it public news for everyone else that didnot know!!
.....so i wanted to post this journal because i wanted to thank everyone who has been there for me during my mom's(Caroline's) funeral and during these last couple of months! i want to thank Becky, amanda, and jessie for letting me crash at there place on the day i got the horrible news, i know i wasn't in a very good shape that night. as for Becky and Amanda i want to thank you guys for comming to Caroline's funeral and being there for me! i love you guys from the bottom of my heart. A special thanks goes out to Erica because she is my cousin and also lives with me so she has been there for me since day one! and also lost her aunt(my mother) so i guess we have kinda been going through the same thing.i want to thank Victoria for coming to spend the night with me during my time of need. and a special thanks goes out to her because i got to go on vacation with her and that helped me to clear my mind. i love all of you so much! and i dont know if i would be here right now if it wern't for you guys that always seem to cherr me up when im down as for me i definetely have't gotten over it and i dont think i ever will i loved my mother even though she put me through alot of !
i miss her and always will and hopefully oneday i will see her agian!
i love yall Becky,Amanda,Jessie,Erica,Victoria,and everybody else that i didn't reconize! i love yall too!
I LOVE YOU MOM! I MISS YOU! AND I LOVE MY HOMIES!
peace out!